For the past 3 years, I have been pursuing a degree in
Health Sciences, hoping to be enlightened in some way about how the human body
works. And don’t get me wrong, I have! I can tell you plenty about electrical
conduction in the heart, the chemistry of muscle contractions, and the
mechanisms of antibacterial resistance. But at the end of all that, do I really
know anything with absolute certainty?
In my Genetics class, we did a case study on a woman named
Santhi Soundarajan. You
may have heard of her- she was stripped of her silver medal at the 2006 Asian
Games after genetic testing determined that she was actually a male. How can
this be? Santhi has a uterus, ovaries, and a female body shape... And yet,
according to her karyotype, she’s a male. I won’t try to explain all of the
science behind how this is true, but basically she had the chromosome we
associate with “maleness”, without the gene that causes male
characteristics.
So here
I am in genetics, basically presented with knowledge that challenged everything
I thought I knew about sex determination. That got me to thinking... Are there
people out there whose hearts beat stronger on the right? Mammals that can
breathe without oxygen? Zygotes that can be formed with only one parent?
While
our current understanding of science would say no, how do we know that
exceptions to our laws don’t exist? Who made the laws of science, anyways? How
is it that our world is so intricately woven together to function, and why do
we care so much about understanding how it works?
To me,
the only comfort I can find in this massive universe is that there is a perfect
God who created it. Now, notice that I did NOT deny science in that sentence. I
simply, but boldly, affirm that I believe in an all-powerful, omnipotent God
who created and sustains the universe. Without Him, I don’t believe that
anything would exist, or that we’d have a reason to seek it out.
Why do
we study science? Is it really to have a greater or more complete understanding
of our world? Studying science has not given me such an understanding. If
anything, I have found the opposite. Before I knew about pregnancy and fetal
development, I was content in my understanding of it. Now that I have explored
some of the research about it, the only thing I understand completely is that
we hardly understand anything.
Biochemistry,
physics, genetics, physiology... You can get a PhD in any of these fields.
However, after dedicating years of your life to any of them, you have AT BEST a
very thorough understanding of ONE of its parts. For example, the human genome
contains 20 000+ genes, and a geneticist can spend his whole life studying one
of them. 0.0005% of the possible genetically active sequences. And that’s only
in humans! We still have yet to identify and explore the genes of BILLIONS of
species. Your life’s work as a scientist might only cover 5.0 x 10-12%
of the possible knowledge that exists in ONE domain.
Again,
I’m not denying that science has its uses. Much of what we do in a day depends
on science. And I think it has the ability to greatly improve the way we live.
However, I also know that putting your faith and trust in science can be
overwhelming and disappointing. Instead, I choose to live and serve the G od who designed what we strive to understand. Science, without God, is a lost battle. So I choose to put my science-student arrogance aside, and simply seek to understand God through His creation.